fireworks.
fast cars @ 160km/h. excitement.
riverangbao.
dads side over.
cute little cousin.
coffee.
home.

blahblahblah

i had like the most silent reunion dinner.
i think i will win hands down for the quietest reunion dinner for 2006.

so my sis didnt come for reunion. or rather, she cant.
and danny's in newyork.

so it was just my parents, my eldest brother and me.
the 4 of us sat there, ate and said nothing.

oh how fun.

this year's angbao from bankofamerica veryy nice..

it amazes me how weird and warped some familes can be.
imagine living up to 102 years old.. and at ur funeral, the ones who are sobbing away are your grandchildren. or rather only 3 of your grandchildren. the rest of your grandchildren are either NOT there, or BUSY. what rubbish is this???? and not only that.... your own children dont even cry. they can even quarrel with the grandkids becos they ordered non-vegan food and apparently it gives the vegans BAD KARMA. what rubbish i ask you?? got logic or not???

i was never protective over my brother in law. but last night, when i saw his aunt shouting at him over the "bad" karma the vegans will get just cos he decided to order non vegans food........ i really wanted to go over and shout at the old bitch. very daring shout at my brother in law when its really not his fault. not everyone thats attending the wake is a vegan u bitch. but my brother in law very cool, he just stood there.. hear her rant.. took a huge bin, poured allll the catered non vegan food into the bin and then said to the bitch. "i hope now, your good karma gets back to you. dont worry all these non vegan food that i poured away, i'll pay for it." wahh.. i was never so proud of my bro in law.

anyway his grandmother's kids... which is actually his dad and his auntiesuncles.... i think most of them are vegans. they apparently reached ENLIGHTMENT cos they pray to some taiwan lady who said that she will take away their suffering if they become vegans.

logic?

tash, rae and deon with snowy....

deon drew this in like ten minutes. and hes only twelve. amazing or what?

i broke my alcohol and clubbing fast.

half day today. office had some cny celebration.
went to clubstreet and chinatown and town after work with chuifangjiejie and ONLY bought one necklace and a corsage. damn proud of myself. first time i spent so little on a trip to chinatown. only $11............. wheeee!

played some stupid game. blahblahblahblah. went to liquid room.
went for supper.

saw blahblahblahbah.

seeing my EX form teacher is one thing.
having a CONFIRMATION that he is SOOOOOOOO "queer" is another.
i mean ive sorta expected. but it was like a CONFIRMATION thingy today.
its quite funny sitting down at ur table, and having this really gay looking guy calling your name.. and in your mind you go like... "oh fuck, whos this?? hes so gay.. i think hes my brother's friend but i dont remember him at all!" and then when you go over, he takes off his specs................ and you go like.. "*(!&$(*!&$*!&@$(&$(&$(@&($*@& my ex form teacher???????"

yah. you sorta have to experience it to know the feeling.
veryy belly funny bunny.. woot wooooot.

we went on 160km/hour just now. VERY scary but verybelly shiok. HAHA.

okay. reunion dinner tomorrow. what reunion sia................

anyway i went for the wake just now. my sister's grandmotherinlaw actually lived till 102!!!!!!!!!!! verybelly amazing.........................

went to deon's place just now. so poor thing. the girls were super bullying deon, hitting him and all. poooooor little deon............... awwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

eewwwwww. sunday. dun wanna talk to my dad.

gong hoi fat choiiiiiii!!!!!!

wheeee

my sister's grandmother in law passed away this morning....

so my sister and her family cannot celebrate chinese new year this year.....

i was SO close to doing a tattoo this evening. SO SO SO close. hahaha. that time in 2003 also like that..

KIDS ARE AMAZING. THEIR SCHOOL WORK IS SO BLOODY TOUGH!!!!!!!!!

so tash got her first mathematics teset paper back today. 25/30...

and she had this maths worksheet to do. and one of the questions went something like this.

there are 10 sweets. bottle A has 2 more sweets than bottle B. how many sweets are there in bottle A and bottle B?

PRIMARY ONE ONLY HOR!!!! i thought in primary one we did like 11+2=13 kinda thing????????

so i spent 15 minutes trying to explain that question to tash. i did role-playing... blahblahblah. but she still couldnt get it. and the rest of the questions are equally tough. so my sis and i came to a conclusion. tash will be getting a maths tuition teacher.

BUT WHO??????

okay. so anyone here, whos looking for some tuition job. anyone wants to tutor tash?? maths only........ i dont know how much you'll be paid. depends on your qualifications and experience i guess. so if you wanna tutor tash.......... email me daphlim@gmail.com or call me or something lah.

me: tash. look... if you've got 10 sweets right....
tash: aunty daph.. HAVE. if you HAVE.. *rolls eye


very daring. primary one already correct my english.....

and tash has been hanging out with the primary 3&4 kids in school. they take the same school bus after school everyday. and sometimes they meet during recess. and they talk about boys.... their boyfriends and all........

primary school kids these days..... quite scary.

tash has a boyfriend from kindergarten. his name is JONAH RYAN. and her friend in primary 4 called theresa has a boyfriend called ALOYSIUS. and blahblahbl she went on and on but i dont remember the rest of the names.

sis: tash, are you sure jonah ryan is your bf?
tash: yes he is my boyfriend mommy. since last year.
sis: but you 2 are in diff schools now and you dont even see each other.
tash: its ok. we will see each other when we grow up.

and shes only 6......

me: eh your lip gloss the strawberry smell very strong.
her: yah. i bought it from watsons.. very nice to use..
me: ohh.. okie.
her: you know like what or not??
me: what??
her: never mind lah.. never mind..
me: say lah.
her: the lipgloss like... lubricant.....
me: eeee. i dont want to talk to you already.

OEI, WANT TO BUY OR NOT??? $150..... 7 GEAR... ERRR.. BLAHBLAHBLAH EVERYTHING ELSE I DUNNO ABOUT A BIKE. BOUGHT FOR $500..... RODE LESS THAN 5 TIMES... VERY NEW..

"the songs will RES-STORE by itself."
"aunty.. TOU YA sui liang bei.. leng de"
"so you want to go eat NOO-DLE or BUR-YER and then we drink TOMOTO juice??"

just got home!

went to town...... I REALLY DIDNT INTEND TO SHOP AT ALL. but the rest were late (whats new... im always the one waiting..) ANYWAY. so i was walking around the i reallyreally couldnt resist those SALE signs.......... i bought myself 2 tops and a pair of 3/4s... actually one outfit is to wear at home on the first day of CNY when the relatives are over. i know. very boliao right. relatives come also want to wear so nice for what!! my own house leh!!! siao liao.. and the other top that i bought is prolly sth that i will only wear ONCE or maybe TWICE. you know how sometimes u just have those tops that u cannot wear too often cos like everyone will know you're wearing the same thing??????

so bottomline of my (not)intended mini shopping trip.... the items were on sale daphne. you saved money. you didnt spend money. you saved money. you didnt spend money. *repeat mode.

went to this new ktv place in chinatown (maybe not really new, but its my first time there.. SO ITS NEW!!!) called k-ster.... cool sia...... hahaha. and its really easier to pick the songs. you actually have a mouse!! but the mic like got problem one.. must put over cat's lap then can work.. siao liao siao liao..

anyway. im gonna be surviving on bread and water for the rest of this month. ohh yayyy.

i hate my hair.
i hate my hair.
i hate the color.
i hate the perm.

i want my old hair back!!!!! :( :(

im gonna visit relatives this year in awful looking hair.

its bene 10 days since ive had my last drop of alcohol....... HOORAY!! i think i need to buy that really cute pair of silver helmut lang loafers to reward myself.... ITS ON SALE!!!!! its really tempting to make myself a drink at home... well the ribena is in the fridge... and the alcohol is in my room........ but no....... i think i should reward myself.. hmmmmmmmmm. anyway i will be indirectly saving money... its on sale!!! and its really gorgeous... and.. i think i do not have a pair of silver shoe.. (shut up daphne, remember the one from exodus???) but that one not comfy! loafers are like............... ESSENTIALS!!!!! they match with EVERYTHING in your wardrobe... *repeat mode

tiutiutiu.

anyway im receiving theLword season 3 episode 3 from len now... YAYY!! thank you!! :)

my sleeping hours are officially screwed. i only fell asleep at 12noon today and woke up at 6pm to watch more dvds... and now im very awake. but i know i need to sleep cos im getting up in about 8 hours time. grrr.

ever had the feeling like theres something bugging you at the back of your mind? ive been spending the past few hours trying NOT to think about something that was said to me yesterday. or rather, something that i found out.... its damn irritating!!

can we fuck???? or can we talk???

belly belly evil..

hello miss, you want to eat some NOO-DEL??

my very nice collegue bought disney chocs for me! very cute but i ended up giving them all to the girls!

i (heart)

just got home! still quite awake though..

went to watch the chinese movie SHOPAHOLIC!!! very funny.. and the fur coats.. whoa gorgeous... and the bags........ even nicer.......

after supper, we went to gamble.

and they all play bigbig. like $20-$50.... (blackjack)...... and i played only like $5... and i lost almost $100......... *@&%(@*&%@* this is the first time im gambling.. i think i dont want to gamble already.. i doubt ive got the "gambling luck"... actually not really the first time. when i was 16, i remember wai and i went to the singaporepools to bet some stupid soccer thing. that one i bet $5.. i lost also.. *!&#*(!&#

anyway i picked up $2 today. you want to buy 4d??? i can tell you the number.. hahaha.

so now im deciding whether i should sleep.. or stay awake and watch dvds and just take a short nap in the afternoon... ah decisions.

i am home on a saturday.
ive yet to clear my room.
my mom's gonna scream.

my room is in a mess.
ive not eaten since i woke up at 4pm.
i have no plans for tonight.

my hair is in a mess.
ive put on (more) weight.

i think im gonna fall ill soon.
ive not drank a single drop of alcohol since last fri.
and i am quite proud of myself.

even my mom is out.
im home alone with the crazy man.

i am hungry.
hungry.

hahaha. L word season 3 episode 2 is so funny. watch it if u wanna see shane in long curly hair, a white dress and heels. like can she get any hotteR???

hahahaha.

"hey, we're not faggots.. we're dykes you asshole."

i have to get up in about 5 hours time. and im not sleeping yet cos im waiting for the l word season 3 episode 2..... i know very stupid right!! but anyway ive decided..........

i am not going out tomorrow after work. so i will wear crappy clothes to work so that i will not be tempted to go out no matter what. i will wear an ugly shirt, with baggy jeans and slippers.. so that i wont be tempted to go out at all after work. and i can go on and on and on and on.

so i will sleep during tea break and lunch break. and.... after work, i will ask my sis to pick me up. i will have dinner at her place.. and then come home to watch desperate housewives on dvd and i will sleep early.

and i will attempt to clear my room tomorrow night. which watching dvds. its fun!

i will attempt to really throw away things that i CANNOT wear anymore.

which means, no alcohol for me tomorrow night! woohoo. been like a week since i had my last beer.. yayy.

i love my new shoes. im wearing them around the house. my mom went like.. "are you crazy? you want the neighbours to complain ah.. very noisy leh!!"

anyway, ive got a bicycle to sell. its a mountain bike. my dad bought it for about $500ish and its been outta the house less than 5 times! its less than 2 years old and its in really good condition, only thing.. tyres no more air! but can pump!!

i need to sell it so that it will not obstruct my way to the shoe rack. (haha, ok im kidding) ok.. main reason.. its "sitting" there.. no one's using it. and im selling it. simple! going for about $200? can be lower.. just be nice and ask! have to collect yourself. or bring pump to my place.. pump it.. and cycle home yourself..

buyer will get a free can of coke from my fridge. if you want, ive got vodka in my room.. vanilla or the normal one.. you decide.. the storeroom has baileys and martell too. so you can ride home drunk. how about that???

email me, daphlim@gmail.com or call me or whatever.

i want to get rid of it!! fast!!!!

THANK YOU LEN FOR SENDING ME THE L WORD SEASON 3!!! :D

everyone, if you've not caught the l word (be it season 1, 2 or blahblah) you HAVE to watch it.. its fantastic. of cos shane is a BONUS!!!

and also, watch sex and the city!! its damn funny! ohh my 2 fav shows with my 2 fav girls. shane and carrie. HAHA.

yayyy. thank you elin for the pair of $395 charles david heels! yayy! very cute. black and pink!
and thank you mommy and jiejie for the bag... i will....... try to use it as often as i can.... if i can find a matching outfit.

i am not buying shoes for the next 3 months. i promise. i promise..

been sleeping alot during work. even though i can sleep at 10pm, wake up at 7am.. go to work and still feel sleepy. i think its just the air. its making me sleeeeepy.

so so so broke.

oh CNY come!! i need my $$!!!!!

agh, just got up and i cant get back to sleep. and i have to wake up in about 5 hours time. aghh.

anyway, so yes.. i didnt fall asleep in the morning and went to new creation with my sis and cousins. fell asleep during sermon though. like really the deep sleep dunno whats going on kind.

so yes, my sis is baptised. :) happy for her.

went to her place after that to visit the girls with my cousins. back aching with cramps and all... !$*(&!(*$& agh.

emoemoemo

bahhh! was supposed to meet my cousins at 9.30.. now its 10.15 instead!!! you know what this means??? this means that i have even more time to kill.. plus the fact that ive already read saturday AND sunday's papers. im so updated with the current affairs i swear. ohh what affairs? everybody's affairs. ha ha. great. i am how lame when m sleeeeepy.

anyway the L word season 3 episode 1 is soooo nice. woot woot woot woot woooot. haha. or rather its nice to continue watching the l word again.. well let me be a spoiler and tell you...... you have to watch it if you wanna see shane in a dress (oh yes, and shane and carmen kissing before and after wearing the dress) !!!!!!! shane in a dress!!!!! and helena looks damn hot in season 3.. like whoaaa. andd. alice is crazy. anddd. the new butch character, looks better on screen than on pictures... wayy better. she resembles kim from america'snexttopmodel.....

and i am gonna go down for breakfast, come up and decide what to wear for a baptism!

great, i just finished watching the l word season 3 episode 1.. and an episode of friends. i am sneezing. my nose is running. my eyes are teary.. and im meeting my cousins downstairs in about an hours time. i have no outfit to wear to a baptism. i dont have the "right" white top.. no "proper" white shoes.. blahblah.

AND..... my eyes are closing. im so sleeeepy!!

great, i just got home!


from a non-alcohol saturday! woot woottt.

so we walked around town.. i bought my shoes.. and almost bought another but didnt cos i didnt give in to temptation.. (haha) and then we had damn cheap sushi cos we had some bday coupon from shannon! haha. like 10 red plates and a couple of colored plates plus drinks plus blahblahblah for only $40...... haha.

watched IN HER SHOES!!!! love the shoes!!! love the show!! made me cry! haha. very touching..

so we spent saturday eating sushi, watching a movie, and watching soccer.. ooo quite fun though! haha. ANDDDDD. at like 5.30am.. we were surfing fridae.com to look at gay men while shannon was sleeping. hahaha.

and now im gonna stay up all the way till i meet my cousins downstairs at 930am to go to church. and then its my sister's baptism at 3pm. wish me luck. im going there without sleeping. ohh crappp.

meanwhile, hello the l word season 3....... at least thats gonna keep me entertained till 740... and then i will read the papers and get ready to wear a "baptism" outfit. HA.

it looks like its gonna rain.. AGAIN....

how to go out like that???
i want to go to town to buy my chinesenewyear shoes..
MY LAST PAIR FOR THE MONTH!! (the muji sneakers arent counted cos i reserved them 2 months back and im only collecting them next week.. haha)

anyway i havent been keeping to my 2006 resolutions. or rather afew of them only.
havent been keeping up with the clubbing and the smoking thingy. BUT, ive been keeping up with the 2 drinks per night thingy. im bloody proud of myself lah!! so far, no hangovers for 2006.. and im not gonna add a YET..

i wore my happy candy top out yesterday. or rather its the everytime-i-wear-i-get-to-see-my-eye-candy top. MUAHAHA.

work was boring with a B! B B B! BBBBBBBBoring! i almost fell asleep so many times!!

went to town and did some accidental shopping! why accidental??? cos my main intention was to visit enling. and she was showing me the stuff that were on discount! anddd!! it realllly is quite reasonable...... (thank you friends for reservations.. 15th 15th.) and i swear when everyone turns 19.. they stop wearing surf brands. i hardly wore surfbrands in my teens....... last month i bought like 4 mambo tops. and this month?? 3 roxy tops!! hahaha. as my collegue said in the minah tone... "ayee.. mambo SIA!! surf brand leh!! u minah wannabe is it???" !!!! grrr.

so we had dinner at BK (burger king) and then we went to HV (holland village) to go to CS (coldstorage) to get tampons for someone who was in desperate need for it before she became... bloody _______ (insert name) and no.. not bloody mary the drink.

and so we ended up at gallery hotel. and then we decided that we want to go to WB (winebar) and we walked alll the way to goodold Z (z0uk) and it was sooooo packed. so we ended up at the J bar of the M hotel. and we all had some ICB (icecoldbeer) and saw gay people. and then we went to the B (basement) to get the car and ended up at the gallery hotel AGAIN! this time we went up to liquid room. to a room filled with ___________ (insert word) people. after our ICB again.. we left. well so just imagine how BBBBBoring it was.. and we ended up at MOS (ministryofs0und).

(as you can prolly tell... yes i am very awake.... and very bored!!)

and guess what??? i think i should start walking with my eyes closed. first, at the entrance of MOS, i saw my cousin's husband. which makes him my cousin in law. and i know his friends too! they saw me.. seeing my cousin in law... they all went.. "wah.. die already." and.... my cousininlaw was so scared. but me, being the nice cousin in law.. i am going to keep the secret for him. since my cousin just left for a trip..... i mean everyone needs to party sometimes right?? also to add on the fact that now my cousininlaw will have to be extra nice to me! muahahha. but he already is a nice guy to begin with. so i shall pretend that i didnt see him and just annouce it on the worldwideweb. anyway i think none of my family members read my blog.

AND!!!! another point to back the whole daphneshouldstartwalkingwithhereyesclosed thingy.... i went into the pureroom....... AND THEN... i saw my cousin's wife. which makes her my cousin in law too........ wahlao.. like pre chinese new year gathering lah!! and i saw her in a cosy corner having drinks with a guy.. who isnt my cousin!! but as ive said again.. (old) people need to party..... so.... whatever lah!! up to them!! just dont let me catch them with their scandals can already lah!

wah, but come to think about it.... if i EVER see my brotherinlaw in a club getting it on with a girl.. i will so go up to him and slap him. either that or ask for money. HAHA. okay, im kidding about the money part.. but yah. anyway i think he should know better than to do a thing like that cos he knows that i go to the places that he will go to.. so he better dont!! or else both of us will be chased outta the club cos i will slap him and kick him in his balls.

okay. end of story. end of the day. bed time.

my 19th present from my mom and sister... and i didnt even get to choose it. what the hell.. cos my sister thinks that this is "very nice" and i will surely like it.......... but..... its so not me!!! never mind, i will be the ultimate ah lian in it.. now now.. wheres my sharp comb????

and my sis thought im turning 21 this year.. HELLO JIE.. ONLY 20... and i just turned 19 lah. not even 20.......

have you seen the advert for osim's I-GALLOP?? more like I-HUMP i think. its literally a sex toy. and the advert isnt really helping. HAHA.. but i heard it works quite well. as in you will really work out that spine of yours, and your abs.. thighs too if im not wrong...........

i think i-gallop only for those single people lah. married and attached people, or people with a sex buddy.. dont need lor!! hahahahha.

oh memoirs of a GAY-SHA! HILARIOUS!! u have to watch this!!

everyone, say yay to cousins living just below you.

say yay to sex and the city season 1-6. (which ive finished!!)
say yay to desperate housewives season 1. (yes i know. everyone has watched it except me!)

yay!

tonight, channel u.. f3 (i think) lin chui fang! go go go vote for her. AND NO I AM NOT A GROUPIE.. I DIDNT TAKE THIS PICTURE WITH HER COS I AM A FAN AND I SAW HER IN THE TOILET. ive known her since i was like 8 or something. so.. yes.. go vote for her!!

just got home! so i finallllly reached work at like 245 cos of the stupid jam at bukittimah.. i think it was cos of the rain..

went to town after work. had too much coffee. talk about too many scary things. and we were so afraid to go home.. so we decided to go to progressions. and then dunno why we ended up at fusion drinking. and then we went to progressions with the sting-ing air. and we ended up swinging. and ended up at zouk at 3am. hahaha. and dunno why we ended up at rivervalley having supper and talked about ghost stories again. wahlao eh!

had quite alot of fun tonight... and no i am not drunk. remember my "notes" for 2006??? yes i kept to it.. i wasnt even near drunk. woot..

crap. gonna slp in the morning again.. dunno how am i gonna get up on wed morning at 7 for work... grrrrr.

ANDDDDD. as much as i would like to really keep to my "no more buying of shoes since i already bought 5 last month" thingy.. i just saw the nicest/cutest black wedges yesterday and i will indirectly be saving $$ cos i think ive got the 10% discount thingy.. ANDDDD. i have a $10 converse voucher. so i SHOULDNT waste it.. time for another pair of white sneaks!! yayyy!!

wahlao eh still raining. when i woke up it was just a slight drizzle.. and now??? HEAVY RAIN AGAIN!!!!!!! SEEMS LIKE ITS BEEN RAINING FOR MORE THAN 24 HOURS ALREADY!!!!

now i have to bring a big brolly out. grrr.

great, so i overslept.
but im still gonna be nice and go in to work for the last 4 hours. which means... 2-6... stupid but i think if i dont, my boss will be angry. asshole.

i went to bed at like 2.30am but only fell asleep at 5am. agh.

body clock all screweddd.

what are we doing tonighttttttttttttt.

oh so hot. season 3. the l word.. woosh.

paranoid.
sensitive.
paranoid.
paranoid.
paranoid.

i need to do something this year.................

and its already the first week of the year!
and ive not clubbed.. im frigging proud of myself.

anyway theres been some tension between my mom and i lately.
cos of my _______ father. asshole.
hes seriously getting on my nerves.
as much as i would like to shift outta this place, i figure that i will prolly need like 10boxes to store all my junk. thats not the point.
how i wish he can go on a frigging holiday again. the last 3 times that he went away... home was heaven. i was home almost everyday that he isnt. i could watch tv in the living room.. read the papers in the living room.. eat in the dining room.. now i do everything in my room. all cos hes outside all the time. asshole.

and listening to sad songs get you emo.
so freaking true...........

havent had a decent conversation with my sister in ages. shes been really edgy lately and its damn irritating. shes either in a horrible mood and scolds me for things that i did IN THE PAST.. (which brings me to this.. does our past always have to have a future???) or shes just plain paranoid.

and my one liner emails to my brother arent much of a help.

i think its time i start throwing away things in my life.

agh, stop being emo daphne. very irritating....

i was just clearing my wardrobe. and found this bagful of badges and iron on patches that my bro passed to me together with a plain muji bag... (yes. same as the ILOVEME bag) now the problem being, i have totally no idea how to use the iron on patch thingy...

i found four different letters.. C U N T... i really dont see what other words u can make with these 4 letters except the word cunt. haha. and theres also this damn nice one that says rockstar!. haha.

new year. new year..

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

i did a handwriting test HERE. go check it out.. hmmm.

anyway my sleeping hours are officially screwed. on friday night (or rather sat morning) i slept at 5am, woke up at 2pm. and then this morning, i slept at 9am, woke up at 5pm.. just cos i was trying to fix up my own tv rack. wowww.

OEI AH PEK!!

ever seen a human seahorse??

god-sisters... tash has this awful haircut now cos of school. makes her look like a nerd.. do you know in IJ(bukittimah) your fringe has to be like 1cm above ur brows.. no blue or white hairties, only black and black and black. and no ankle socks. only socks above your ankle. and only black watches.. the most 2.5cm in diameter..........

I LOVE!!

swissotel, lash.. blahblah.

the view from the room... the very nice cny deco at the "lobby" of the building im working at, i love it!!.. and the very nice flower from my plant. okay.. my dad's plant..

wahlao. its raining cats and dogs pigs and monkeys blahblah.

was supposed to get up early today to head to courts and ikea with my mom to get stuff for my supposedly new2006 room. but it 5pm, and its raining heavily. shes pisesd cos i didnt get up earlier and its my fault.....

bah! sorry momm.

great, so i spent my first friday of the year at home watching sex and the city from 10pm to 5am...

i wanna go to cartel for their breakfast!! but i woke up too late!! grrr.

my sister's getting baptised............. wow.

just got home! ahh no idea how am i gonna survive tomorrow.

went to katong for damnnn good seafood. we had like crabs, prawns, lala, stingray.. blahblah. no meat. just seafooooood! and went to watch kingkong.

I WAS SO IRRITATED I WANTED TO TAKE MY (NEW) MANGO UMBRELLA AND LIKE HOOK THE 2 GIRLS NEXT TO ME. THEY WERE SPEAKING IN MANDARIN SO FUCKING LOUDLY........ AND LIKE THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE SHOW. AND BEHIND US, THERE WAS THIS FAMILY OF 4... 2 KIDS AND THEIR PARENTS. I MEAN KIDS. LIKE MAYBE 5 YEARS OLD OR SOMETHING. THEY KEPT ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS.. HELLO PARENTS??? WHAT THE HELL ARE DVDS FOR?? ITS A SCHOOL NIGHT! WHY ARE YOU BRINGING YOUR KIDS TO WATCH A SHOW THAT STARTS AT 9.25PM AND ENDS AT 12.30AM???????????

ALL I DID THROUGHOUT THE SHOW WAS COVER MY FACE, AND DO THE SUPER LOUD SHHHHHH. BUT DO THEY CARE???? NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

assholes....

sweet dreams are made of these.... who in the right mind would disagree?

hi daphne!
can u do me a favour?
i lyk e 'bring ur toothbrush' tshirt.happened to see
e contest page..was wondering if u can help me
out in e qns. or if there's any extra or sth?oso
wanna use e transparent thingy as pencil
case..they all look so kool n nice!
"What is the name of the flat pancake Jeffrey
learned to make from Mrs Balamurali?"
thkz alot`rockk on babe : )

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harlowx daphne!!

todae u went to bukiit panjang plaza..den ii asked
for ur autograph de..

after tt ii asked iif ii an tak ur photo..but u were
rushiin off le.. awws.. rmb?

hahas..ii beliieve ii'll still hab chance to c u de.. =D

anyways. can ii add u iin friiendster?

thx~

evelyn__*

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ive been receiving weird messages via friendster lately. also weird friendrequest from people that i dont know at all who are like 12-15....

i think i know why......... i think all these people thought im daphne khoo. i think its time i change my friendster name to like daphneLIM or sth.. and there are still funnier ones that ask me to mail them my autograph.. HAHAHAHA!!!!

i mean which part of my friendster picture(s) actually look like daphne khoo?? no offense to her friends and fans.... i mean this isnt the first time. i remember back in june when i went back to smps to help out at the sports camp......... this like 13 year old girl came to talk to me.. and asked me whats my name.. and when i said daphne... she turned over to her friends and said... "SEE ITS DAPHNE!!" and im like "????!!!" and shes like arent u daphnekhoo im like NOOO IM DAPHNELIM!!!

anyway, i still think the khoo and the lim looks very different.. shes so fair and im quite dark. ok maybe last time i was alot tanner but not anymore but i still think im not as fair as her.

haiyo. joker lah these kids.. damn funny. and the thing is, i dont even bother replying... im so evil.

anyway my mom is pissed with me. cos i chose a burger over her chicken rice. so i called her this afternoon.. "mommy, dont cook my food.. ive got a sudden craving for burgers.." and she was like "OK" and then when i reached the interchange just now.. i called her to ask her whether or not she needs anything from the supermarket since im going to the plaza.. and she went like.. "i cooked chicken rice you know." and im like.. "didnt i call u to tell u not to cook my share??" and now shes pissed cos i kinda chose burgers over homecooked chicken rice. i mean im a fan of my mom's cooking. but i dont really fancy chickenrice. im very fussy when it comes to chicken rice and i dont know why she likes to cook chickenrice so often. i think its cos the old asshole at home always ask her to cook that.

anyway, i am not gonna talk to my father unless i need to. i dont even see the need to greet him now. that asshole. so which means, i doubt i will be talking to him soon cos i dont need to talk to him at all. cos we've got nothing to talk about and i dont want to talk to him.

america's next top model!!!

nick and i during the gaming session... haha..

i know how childish this sounds, but sometimes i STILL get the urge to like slit my wrist. like times whereby i am pissed with myself.. its so secondaryschool-ish but i dont know why i still have the urge to do that once in awhile. BUT IVE NOT DONE IT SINCE LIKE... sec 2 or 3? (hahaha. yah. childish and super attention seeking i know.)

and then this morning at work, i slept for 2 hours. and im still feeling sleepy now....

anddddd. this afternoon, i was so bored i started writing down things that ive done with my hair since december2003. haha. quite stupid i know. and i had this sudden urge to just cut my hair shortSHORT. its really long now and its damn irritating. sleeping with long hair is no joke. i want short hair i want short hair i want short hair.

and since i came home straight after work, i didnt want to come up to the house first cos my mom's not back yet. so i went to ohsocoolandhappeningohsonew bukitpanjangplaza.. (I JUST REALISED THAT I HAVE GELATO JUST ACCROSS THE ROAD!! BY VENEZIA I THINK!!!) and went to ntuc. ended up buying cans of soup, tuna, blahblah and lotsa instant noodles. doing grocery shopping alone is damn fun. you dont need to wait for someone else. you just buy what you like.. so fun. and..... i suddenly had this sudden urge to cook. i even went to like the seafood section.. blahblah. wanted to buy clams and crabmeat.. blahblah. and i even went to the veg section.. blahblah. until i realised that i cant cook. what a bummer.

oh so sweeeeet. but oh so wrong. oh so cute, but oh so wrong.

-------edit.

i just quarreled with my dad... agh.. asshole. how can anyone be such a bastard.. aghhhh.

anyway, it was tasha's first day at school today in CHIJ BUKIT TIMAH. (oh good lord, watch over her!).. apparently she has this very pretty buddy (you know the primary 5 big sister..) and she was so nervous in the morning that her hands were cold. tash worries too much. tskk. must be more like her sister. heck care everything......

anyway, i pray tash will have a good 6 years in a convent school.... i asked my sis to buy nice shorts for her to wear in her uniform she say dont need... wait till tash sit like sam seng and let everyone see her barbie undies..

agh, only fell asleep at 4 cos been sleeping at weird hours since the 30th..

never mind, like that better. so i wont go out tonight...

my brother is insane. so ive not spoken to him after the new year. and this morning after i came outta the bathroom, all he could say to me in a damn fierce way is "ARE YOU NOT GOING TO WORK AGAIN"... fuck lah doode if im not going to work i wake up so early for what. use your brain lah. asshole. spoil my morning. forever like that.

sera, stop tempting me to go tomorrow........... i dont club on weekdays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

very tempting!

2006.. (dont laugh, i am quite serious about this)

-clubbing only twice a month.
-drink limit, 2 glasses.
-smoke limit, 2 packs a week.
-no drugs. be it organic or chemical. NO DRUGS.
-go back to studying.
-save $$$ to go to NY in 2007. since theres already somewhere for me to stay. all i need to do is pay for my air ticket and my expenses there. which i estimate to be about S$5000.
-convince my mom and my sis that i am mature enough to go to KL in march. pPpplLleease!
-remember birthdays.
-love my family. love my family.
-stay at home more often. spent time with my mom.
-clear up the mess in my life.
-not give in to temptations.

WISH ME LUCK!

okay. so i was trying to reflect on 2005..

seems like i did nothing in the past 12 months.
except club too much, smoke too much, drink too much and cried too much.

lost my wallet.
brother came back.
brother went back.
bought too many shoes.

blahblahblah.

its raining! its not supposed to cos its the new year.

anyway i spent like the whole of today thinking about what i want to do this year.
and i have no clue at all. so dead. bahh! i think 2006 would be a year of finding myself. am i making sense?

just had my first home cooked meal of the year.

one day, if you ever read about a murder case in bukitpanjang.. sth about the father killing his kids.. i think it might be my family. and no, its not a joke ok.

now i smell of strawberry.. and i really want to eat lala... and............ i dreamt of someone that i havent seen in months last night. quite weird.. but quite a funny dream...............

and after spending 3 hours clearing my room last night, or rather just the shelves above my study table, i found like 8 unused notebooks. i like buying notebooks thinking.. i can bring this around and write down what i need to do.

but lately, dont need.. cos ive got nothing to do at all.

bummer.

i was talking to my 29 year old cousin.. and he was telling me sth along the lines of his friends wanting to hire a russian stripper for him on his bachelor night or sth. and he was telling me that hes thinking of planning other things cos he said ON THE INTERNET ALOT WHAT.. which makes me want to tell him like.. HELLO??? YOU SEE IN FLESH AND ON THE SCREEN LIKE HOW DIFFERENT?? GOONDU!! which is true what right????? and so the thing is that we HARDLY speak to each other.. be it new year gathering, funerals and msn.. and suddenly he had so much to say today.

c: so u got bf or not?
d: no lah.
c: are you lesbian?
d: no bf means lesbian meh? then that time before u got this gf, you gay is it?
c: no lah. cos cny always never see you bring guy.
d: my ambition isnt to be like ______ to bring a diff guy every year and do the whole intro thing lor.
c: hahahahha. you very mean leh. so you sure you not lesbian???
d: why, you got rich auditor to introduce to me is it?
c: no lah.. but i think i got one collegue lesbian.
d: SO?? crazy lah you.

irritating.

and before that i was talking to one of my company's HK staff. (the guy that came over to spore for the ritz event) and hongkongers english very funny. "i went to DISCO on the 31st and i very happy. i wished you, charlyn and jess are here. we can all go DISCO together and happy like that time." so cute. still got people use DISCO.

so when you want to go DISCO?? hehe.. so cute.

22nd! i can only spot ed, kel, mel, belle, nick, roy, yinxing, kel2 and... i dont remember the rest of them.. haha.. mel's birthday!

30th..

checked into swissotel with my sis, the girls and my mom.. the girls totally dig staying in hotels.. they dance.. sing.. play hide and seek.. blahblahblah. so at first i was in room 2465..... WHICH IS CRAP BECAUSE THE AIR CONDITIONER WASNT WORKING!! and i stupidly endured it cos i thought.. "daphne, maybe u too excited thats why u think the room isnt cold at all." so i asked my mom (which was a stupid choice cos she hates the airconditioner) and all she said was "no lah the aircon is working.. quite cooling wat......."

until like everyone else came, and then they all commented that the room wasnt cold at all. so i called the operator blahblahblah and finally got a change of room to room 4166!! quite paiseh cos when the guy came up, we had to like bring up the extra towels, extra pillows, extra wine glasses blahblah.

anyway thank you for all the presents, alcohol and yadayadayada. and thank you to those who took care of me. thank you jie for the verycheap room.... and yadayadayada. blast!

and so the next day, or rather on my birthday.. i met beks for dinner (thankyou!) and then we went to church. (as ive said, "for me to wash my sins. haha") and then i dunno how come, i ended up walking from liangseah to makino to boatquay with denise and elin and we didnt even drink. amazing.

its a new year.
new rules.
new games.

whats yours?

30th/31st december. to the other people, im sorry i dont have pictures of you. its either a camera wasnt in sight, or i was too drunk (haha)

i just got home not too long ago. WHY? becos we cant get a freaking cab.

anyway NO I AM NOT DRUNK. and happy new year to everyone.
and happy belated birthday to me.

pictures and more.. later after i wake up... and..... and......